Running from things
That’s what I’m doing.
By not finding a job/applying at enough places/going to ask if places are hiring, I’m avoiding rejection. Also avoiding actual WORK.
By going to coffee with this bad attitude, I’m keeping myself from having to think about things I don’t want to consider.
By sleeping all day and watching NCIS, I’m keeping myself from reading and writing like I should be (and submitting to journals and all that).
By hanging out with my brothers, I’m pretending I’m not growing up.